23rd of april 2026 , 11:03pm
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hey! nice to see you!
today was my birthday! it was really nice. probably one of the best birthdays that i've ever had. i got some really nice gifts, and i splurged some of my own money to get some things as well... which i'm currently regretting a little bit. but its fine! i spent some time with my family as well, and we watched five nights at freddy's 2 because my sister wanted to. surprisingly, my sister got bored half way through, and my mom was the only one actually immersed in it the whole time. we ordered food, and my dad was actually happy with what he ordered. he always complains about at least one thing, but he was happy with it! i was surprised. even though i had college in the afternoon, celebrating my birthday ended the day off on a great note, so i'm happy! on the way back home after picking up mcdonalds, my sister spoke to me about roblox the whole time. and she totally reminded me of myself when i was her age... like wow.
anyway, yeah, i got some great gifts from my family. i was super happy.. my mom got me this cool pucca shower gel and bath lotion set in this really cute little pouch, and she also got me another pucca themed bath set with some bath bombs and confetti, that i will probably never use because they're too precious... she got me a really cute pucca plushie as well. oh, and some pucca hairpins. as you can tell, i like pucca a lot. pucca is the titular character from the show 'pucca', in case you didn't know. i was extremely happy! i'm not too good at expressing my emotions in situations like birthdays and christmas, but i tried my best to really show how much i loved the gifts that she got me. i kept showing her them lol. usually, i feel quite guilty when my birthday comes around, because we're not the most well-off family. we're quite poor. i hope that they know how happy i am.
my grandma got me a wonderful piggy bank in the shape of a hedgehog as well, which is on my shelf right now. i put some coins in it.. i love it a lot. right, and i did some spending myself as well. i got myself a really cute pucca wallet, and a pucca writing set with some envelopes, a gel pen, and some stickers. and a new pin to put on my pucca bag. more pucca... surprisingly, a lot of pucca merchandise is really cheap. i was able to get all of this stuff for quite cheap. phew...
also, i finally gave in and bought myself a 1/10 figure of asato from lamento as well... i was torturing myself, thinking about if i should buy a figure of asato or the damage version of akira from togainu no chi's 1/8 figure. seriously, i was really scrutinizing over this. i ended up thinking, well, i already have the regular version of the figure, so do i really need the other version as well right now? i can just buy him later if i want to. so i got asato! him and konoe can sit on my shelf together now! oh, and i got the lamento art book, because i love chinatsu kurahana's art. i think shes one of my favorite artists. i just love how she renders her drawings! i remember playing fire emblem three houses, and i thought "man, these character designs are awesome," and then i played togainu no chi. and i was thinking, i feel like i really recognize this artstyle, but i'm not sure where from.. then i found out that tatana kana used to be kurahana's old penname, and that was pretty funny to find out. maybe i should by the three houses art book as well.. that'd be cool. i'm happy that i finally have another art book!
so, great birthday! everyone looked happy, and i'm glad. i'm excited to wear my pucca hairpins. i might use one of the pucca bath bombs as well. maybe...
this is pretty long, so i'll stop here. thanks for reading, and please stay safe!
18th of april 2026 , 2:38pm
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hello. hope you're well.
i finished watching death of a salesman (1985) earlier. i cried four times. i'll cry at anything, but wow, at the end when biff is about to leave for good and he finally speaks to willy properly, it was just so sad. insanely sad. i think its a great movie. come to think of it, i cried at the end of rain man, and dustin hoffman is in that as well. but the movie i've cried the most at is grave of the fireflies by studio ghibli. i spent what felt like an hour sat at the kitchen table just crying. i think it was more like sobbing, because of how sad it made me. god, thats a good movie. it all hits you at once! please watch it. i've been meaning to finish watching noriko's dinner table as well, so that'll be the next movie that i watch.
also, my new porcelain doll came! i've named her kainé, like kainé from nier. i'll put her on the collections page eventually, but i'm too lazy right now. i'm struggling to find a good spot to put her, but i'll find it eventually! right now she's just next to devola and popola. she looks pretty funny lol.
i've found a new band that i really like recently! they're called coo:ya. they're not active anymore sadly, but for some reason, the youtube algorithm has been recommending their songs to a lot of people. i'm happy, because they're really wonderful. miyo, the vocalist, has also been replying to comments that've been made recently as well, and she said that their songs will be on spotify soon.
here's a song that i really like by them.
even if it was twenty years late, i'm happy that i got to find their songs. i really love them. please check them out!
alright, thats all. thank you for reading! please stay safe!
13th of april 2026 , 10:47am
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hello! hope you're well!
i took today off because i have a dentist appointment, and my only class is at the same time! its at 2:30! i laughed when i heard it. do you get it? like... tooth hurty. anyway, today would've been my little sister's first day back at school, but she didn't want to go. my mom struggled to convince her to go for a while, because my sister was crying and my mom felt bad. and my sister couldn't have a day off without a doctor's note or a picture of some medicine that she'd been prescribed. so, obviously the next logical step is to take a picture of your own medication that you got prescribed and edit it to look like its your daughter's so that she can have the day off, right? so, thats what happened. my mom knocked on the bathroom door while i was in the middle of showering, and said "hey, i need your help." and whenever i hear that from her, i instantly know that she's dug herself into a really avoidable situation. and so she got me to edit a picture of her own medication and replace her name with my sister's so that she could take the day off. being a younger sibling sure sounds nice...
i was a bit ticked off at first, like, why am i getting dragged into this situation that you could've totally avoided? but she said that it looked really convincing, and i stopped feeling mad after that. what a pushover!
after i sent her back the image, she was like, "are you gonna put this story on your website?" and i thought, damn... she got me. i am. well, my sister was happy about her day off, so i'm happy. i remember when i'd dread going to school as well, and how hard it was to go every morning. she probably isn't missing much anyway! but my dad is gonna be so angry when he wakes up...
i've ordered a new porcelain doll as well. it matches my other porcelain dolls, devola and popola. you can check out the collections page on this site if you're interested in seeing them! i was so happy when i found her... i'm not sure what i'm gonna name her. maybe kainé, after kainé from nier? the doll has white hair like her. i think thats it! devola, popola and kainé. i'm excited for her to arrive!
thats all that i can think to write. thanks for reading, please stay safe! :)
6th of april 2026 , 8:21pm
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hello! hope you're good!
i'm feeling a little down right now.. i sacrificed my sleep time to draw, and i'm not happy with the final result. i've sort of been neglecting drawing to code instead, so i've gotten a bit rusty. i'm a little upset about that. maybe i'll try and stay up until the next day so that i can reset my sleep schedule or something. i swear, every time that i've tried to do that, i always end up falling asleep... its impossible! anyway, yeah, i'll draw some more later so i can get used to it again. arrgh, i'm still so upset about my drawing though... i spent so long on it! i can't draw men at all! oh, well. i'll make an even better drawing next time.
also, i made a new page for this site! its of all of my collections. i don't really collect much else except plushies, dolls, and tech, but there were some exceptions like my pucca alarm clock. i was too lazy to go back and add a miscellaneous section after i had forgotten to, so it isn't on there. even though i wanted to put it there a lot.. i added a special description for each object, which took a while. but i think the thing that took the longest was editing the photos. there were a lot... but i'm glad that i finished the page. i'll update it every time i add a new thing to my collection thats interesting. and sorry for my very amateur photo-taking skills. i tried my best!
oh, and i was playing your turn to die earlier. i had finished it up to part 3 section b, but that was a few years ago, so i've forgotten practically everything. so i'm replaying part b again. its such a good game! maybe i'll go all the way back to the beginning and play it all again one day. i wonder when the next part will come out.
thats all that i wanted to say! thanks for reading. :)
2nd of april 2026 , 5:32am
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hey, hope you're well.
i remade the diary again! it matches the rest of the site a lot more now. it took many, many hours.. i started at 11pm, and its now 5:32. but luckily it didn't feel like too long. well, i hope its nicer to read now! i made the links more obvious-looking this time, since it was a bit hard to tell what was a link and what wasn't before. oh, and if you hover over certain little pixel guys, they do something.. i thought that'd be fun. the stamps are sort of annoying me, so i think that i'll try to change them asap lol. but overall, i'm a lot happier with it now!
anyway, i saw a nice tabby cat today! me and my dad always stare out of the window whenever we see a cat in the garden. i miss having a cat..
i'm super hungry.. every time i work on this site, i always forget to eat. which is just about every day! i need to eat more. and drink more milk, but it might be too late for that. oh, the sun is starting to come up now. i seriously need to start going to bed at normal times again!
i'll end it here. thanks for reading! :)
1st of april 2026 , 4:06pm
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hey, hope you're good!
i'm in an incredible mood today.. i haven't really done much yet, but my long awaited package finally arrived.. my konoe (from lamento) figure that i had been debating about buying for ages. since i had ordered him, at least once a day i'd talk about how much i wanted him to arrive already. and now hes finally here! so i'm very happy.
i put him on my shelf with my bonsai tree, and since he's sitting on a tree branch, i thought that it'd match a little lol. it sorta does. i took some pictures as well, so i'll put them here! my akira figure ended up photobombing one of the photos because i forgot to move him at first though.
here are the photos!
the figure comes with his cloak and gauntlets as well, but i took them off. i was a little disappointed that it didn't come with the drama cd as well, since it had a picture of it in the listing. i messaged the guy to ask about it, so hopefully he can send it over. it was a little scary, since i'm a bit shy lol. hopefully it isn't too annoying for him. i wish that nitrochiral would make more lamento figures. there are a bunch of togainu no chi and dmmd ones, but lamento doesn't get much love at all lol. it got a stage play about two or three years ago even though the game is twenty years old, so maybe they'll start caring about lamento a little more. probably not.
so, thats been my day! i'll keep remaking the diary (again) in a minute, but i'd like to show you my bookshelf first, now that konoe is there.
heres my stupid bookshelf!
you can see my pucca clock up on the top shelf. best clock ever. alright, thats all i wanted to talk about! happy april 1st. thanks for reading! :)
